Mass gathering.

Photos NOT edited yet!

[More will be up soon. If i'm not lazy]




(taken with Bern Goh's camera)

A piece after a long time =)

After a LOOONG time, I have finally done something. Quite proud of it too! ^^ Thanks for being pretty, Joo Ling!

back from Singapore.

Oh man. Dead broke now. But thanks to the madly awesome niceness of my aunts and uncle, I'm not bankrupt... 8D I took like what... few pics only.... Mostly of the AQUARIUM~~~ 8D I'll upload more pictures when i have the time/ feel like it. So here. For the time being, enjoy the fish 8D

Before I got my hair done by Vin. AWESOME STYLIST. LARVE HIM <3

AT SENTOSA, SINGAPORE.

Me. Very happy about getting to go to an aquarium ^^

Myself. MyCousin. And a random crab.

Pictures I took of fish~ 8D

I'm so lazy to post crazy-assed long posts... So I shall just post the other pics up some other time! lol. AND THE LUGE. MAD FUN. GO RIDE. 8DDD FWOSH~

apologies

I am so sorry. I never knew that what I thought were compliments actually hurt your self esteem. But whatever the case, I want you to know that I meant every single word I have said to you... excluding the "I dont friend you"s' and I'm also clarifying that I cannot lie to people who mean so much to me. Its kind of annoying when when I'm telling the truth, people doubt that. If you doubt my opinions, DONT ASK ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. I mean seriously. As if I have the time of day to make up some petty lies anyway... Sheesh. Man up, yo. And the saddest part (the part that really stabbed me in the eye) was that I didnt know of all this till other people told me. And for being so unbelievably dense, I'm sorry again. Anyway, tomorrows another day. Heres to hoping people open up more.

annoyed and irritated,

superSusian.

AlanDay~

AlanDay themed class was AWESOME. Officially my new hero. Honestly. And what do I do while waiting for my aunt? CAMWHORE. 8D AWESOME RIGHT? LOL!

-the end of an awesome ALANDAY-

I'm Lovin it!

ChrisDay was canceled today XD LOL! Devastated. but at the same time, not so much. Alone at home rocking out to Basshunter's 'In Her Eyes' With my Bass turned up so much you can feel the beat from the other rooms. Life if good. 8D I'm actually still so happy, I dont MIND that my printer hates me, I havent done ANYTHING productive, I dont have movie friends who WANT to watch new moon and my hair is giving me hell XDD LMAO. And good grief. Time to be a fangirl! 8D

BassHunter: GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ SO HOT LA. ISK. I wanna get a bigger stereo just to blast his songs into my ears at full volume 8D His voice! Is face! His lyrics! His sweetness! Oh good lord. I think i'm having a nosebleed ><

New Poon Moon: I anticipated the LONG ASS lines to get tickes HAHA! so i shall watch it when all the faingirls die after Rob says: Bella will you marry me? Take THAT you disgrace to fangirl-ism! ^^ I still want to watch it though... The Volturi and the Blacks. DROOLMUCH??

Last Nights movie: Awesome. Lol. 3D Isnt that bad 8D And it was a nice movie ^^ Nice movie. Great company. What more can you ask for? Lol.

Holidays: OHMAIGOSH. nothing has been done! 8D And i dont care :) I'm having an awesome holiday. I shall freak out later on. LOL.

My friends: Huimin, Lithyn, Jessie, Jooling, Hooi Ping, Seetha, Chloe, ADElyn they all so good la. But. AIH. why do some have to ruin a batch of grade A apples? =\ Oh well! ^^

Last shoutout: I LOVE MY WIFE. LOL. Shes in a band! ^^ SEXAAAY~

8D happy

Wow. I woke up today feeling super awesome. No joke. I dont know why but... it felt really good to wake up this morning. Omg. random much? Lol. Just felt like i shouting out to the world 8D

Fuck you.

Yes, I rant. Alot. About family. ALOT. And now, since it has been suggested, i shall rant here cause evil doesnt lurk on blogger. Ohboy. Where should i start.

Grandaunt: JESUS. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. YELL AT ME FOR NOT EATING. FINE. I eat an orange. THEN YOU YELL AT ME FOR EATING MY FAVOURITE FRUIT??? SENILE OR YOU JUST LIKE SPITTING IN MY FACE? THEN TELL THE MAIDS NOT TO COOK AND STARVE ME THROUGH LUNCH?? THE ONLY MEAL I EAT??? YOU MAKE AS MUCH SENSE AS MY FUCKING ARSE.

Aunt 2#: FUCK YOU. nuff said.

Random person who isnt even family that fucks up my life: WHATS YOUR PROB. GET YOUR OWN FAMILY GOD DAMNIT. WHY FUCK UP OTHERS?

Random fucker whom i hate: YEAH. I KNOW. I'm a fatass bitch. AND I'M LOVIN IT McD STYLE FUCKER.

ohyea.
i feel better.

thankfull. Yet, its not enough

These days, i've been hitting the gym everyday... How is that helping me? ITS NOT. I'm gaining so much bloody weight, its not even funny anymore. And for those of you who say "Ish~ its just muscle mass" SHUT UP LA. Muscle mass doesnt weight 11 BLOODY KILOS... WTF??? ELEVEN! I dont care. Friday, I shall push myself harder than ever before. watch out world. I'ma go into overdrive. If anyone wants to call me but cant reach my cell, Just call the gym.... Cause thats where i'ma gon live in these hols. Peace out! ><

Thanksgiving

The seniors are gone. Haha. Seems like just yesterday we were laughing it up about nigahiga and shiz... It really doesnt bother me... Only the thought of loosing 2 of them was enough to make me cry like a cow XD LMAO
Krystle Y. & Denise S. (clickable names),
You guys are the bestest! >< Already missing them just by the THOUGHT of them not being around anymore... AND KYLA BE AWESOME. I NOW HAS A MINI SUPERSUSAN!!! 8DDD MINI!!!!

Today was the awesomeness!

TODAY WAS AMAZING. contrary to last night, today was a bright new day. Bernice is awesome. My team mates are awesome! Treasure Hunting is... AWESOME! XD Got the best workout in school today! And thanks to the awesome effort from my team mates (Hooi Ping, Bernice, Vivian and Chandreena) we came in 1st for the treasure hunt!! XD WE ROCK! And we distributed ice-cream! (thanks to Li Thyn) it was SUPERfun! XD Thanks for making my day so awesome guys! <3



(all names are clickable)

Life is like a black hole.

Currently. Life is like a black hole. It sucks. HARD.

RANT TIME

WARNING WARNING. I'M PMS-ING. And. I'm SAD D8 SO ITS DOUBLE THE WHINE! Please dont read if youre not used to profanities! =(

Hey fucktards, what is up with you all walking up to me asking me if I have been on a diet? I. AM. FUCKING. FAT. art thou BLIND or just plain retarded? Seriously. Bulimia, Starving, Exercising like MAD and where does that get me? ALMOST NOWHERE. EFF IT ALL. I JUST WANNA BE SKINNY. IS THAT SO WRONG??? Why? Cause:

Who gets all the guys?
Skinny bitches.

Who are given priority for better jobs?
Skinny bitches.

Who are never lonely and made fun of?
Skinny bitches.

Who rules the world?
OBAMA. lol. But if it wasnt so lame, a skinny bitch might run for president and WIN.

Why? Cause fat, unattractive girls like me are never given a second glance. And whats worse? I cant be mean all up in someones face so i just end up being taken advantage of and stepped on. Haih. oh well. Thats just life. Correction. FUCK IT. I guess i'll just have to learn to grow up talking to myimginary friend, Jack.



Hi. Jack TT_TT

Dead

Haha. My Finals finished like... last week? And i've been too lazy to do ANYTHING XD LOL! But there are things i cant escape from doing... These include the prefect inauguration video, A few invitations and some heders XDD I have finished 2 of the 5 and shall mow post them up 8D WHOOT!

For Lord Tan

For Farha Jonas ;D

Girls bitching is FUN

whole convo. was AWESOME. no more guy stress LMAO!!!

I think. I thought. I rock. I'ma go out to be so much better than you. Just you wait!

TODAYS THE DAY!

THIS IS IT! BODYJAM 50 HERE I COME (again)

Checklist :
Super shirt? Check.
Camera? Check.
Shoes? Socks? Unmentionables? Check.
Super earrings? Check.
Breakfast? Double check.
UNDYING LOVE FOR BODYJAM???? CHECK.CHECK AND CHECK! WHOOT HERE I COME FF, IP!!

TOMORROW~

Tribute to my heroes 8D~ sorry for the crappy Colour combo and the sloppy work... its late T^T susian in tired D8

Much love,
Susian

2 DAYS!

just finished a part of ChirsandAlan day,
Susian

3 days

apathetic

3 days...


Bodyjam 50....



wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

4 days~!

Sorry no pic. no time. illegal use of computer. might die D8

BODYJAM 50 IN 4 DAYS~! FF,IP~!

COUNTDOWN

nuff said,
Susian

6 DAYS!

The thing I am looking forward to MOST so far. Its gonna be so awesome. Packed as hell? for sure. No space to jam? DEFINITELY. but all that doesnt matter when youre on a bodyjam high! And with all my superjammers on stage, there is NOTHING that can ruin The launch for me! MUAHAHHAHAH~~~~


BODYJAM 50 LAUNCHING
LOCATION: Fitness First, Island Plaza
Time: NOON
BE THERE, OR BE RUN OVER BY A BATTALION OF CHICKENS! >D

All I ask

I am a teen. Therefore, I whine. Its like a default setting programmed in all of us. Lol. And here's a question for all you guys out there... Do you ever notice that even though your frowning your butt off, you still type "LOL".... Sad... but true... anyway, My aunts just left =( And bodyjam 50 tomorrow... But right now, I feel devastatingly apathetic O_O Its like... My mind is telling me not to do anything... If i wasnt used to breathing, i think i would be to lazy to do that too... Reading blogs make me all... NEGATIVE =( Especially emo blogs TT3TT Therefore, I shall put up a happy picture to remind you all to smile and cheer up even though we all live boring, predictable, monotenous lives

CAT.

RABBIT.

DAWG.

HOT. DAWG.

Why animals? no particular reason... I just find them amusing... Btw, I'm like... so freaking excited about the photoshoot! Sure... its a year away and shizzle... BUT ITS GON BE SO COOL XD RETURN TO WONDERLAND MUCH! XD

Many things i must say in this post 8D

No. 1) I MADE A NEW HEADER!!! 8DDD

Following:
I have just visited my own blog (no kidding) i mean as like... a visitor.... and quite frankly... its looks so god damn emo O_O So i would like to clarify that it is not emo. I merely like the colours black and red and those colours just haaaapen to represent morbid and dark genere's. so there. lol... Anyway, HOLY MAD COW DESEASE... I SAW P.C .LIM AT CELEBRITY FINESS O_O WHUUUT? Ok... so i went there to like.. support Chris and his BODYSTEP thinggi right? And i was looking at the schedule pasted on the door and such... and suddenly, WHO WALKS OUT BUT HIM O_O He was like *smile smile smile* And i was like.... TOTALY brain dead for a good 10-20 mins... So there. Chris. For you, I faced satan. Thats how much I love you XDD LOL BUT NO WAY IN HELL WILL I EVER GO BACK THERE EVER AGAIN HOLY FLAMING MONKEY SNOT X.X And the Shirts came in today 8D but i think... theyre all a bit too big for the skinny arses... D8 Sorry babes... its 2 am 8D So I'ma go off to bed now Z_Z Till next time,

Live and let live

rat piss

Yes. Rat piss... why? Weeeeelllll.... where do I start? oh yes. SHITWHYARENTILOSINGWEIGHTFUCKITI'MASTARVEAGAIN!DD<
Life. Is. A. Bitch.

1) No one is telling me anything
2) I dont think I WANT to know
3) I hate that idiot
4) Yes. I whine. ALOT. I'm young. live with it.
5) I cant wait for saturday but i dont wanna go through Monday.
6) Hamsters piss me off
7) My turtles got "set free" When i was in Singapore
8) unloved
9) Rat piss
10) Just shoot me in the butt already why dont you?

so there. That about sums it up for now... I promise a brand new line of rants in the next post. Till then,

Viva la Vida

MY HEARTBREAKER

I KNOW ITS TOO BIG BUT ITS JUST SO AWESOME YOU MUST ALL WATCH IT 8DDD

BIG NEWS!

CONGRATULATIONS CH'NG HOOI PING OF 4SC1 CLS! WE LOVE YOU!

MEET OUR NEW HEAD PREFECT!



and congrats Saras for being elected Deputy head prefect





And now... the REAL BIG NEWS~! TODAY, IS NONE OTHER THAN KWON JI YONG'S(aka GD) 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!

WE LOVE YOU GD!


AND TO TOP IT OFF, HIS NEWEST SOLO ALBUM, 'HEARTBREAKER' COMES OUT TODAY! GO BUY IT! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!

Or listen to the full song here!

Here's your update, Jastin XD

Updating as requested by Jastin! XD This post, shall be an ADVERT FOR COMBATTAN THIS WEDNESDAY(19/8/09)!!!!


BODY COMBAT AND ATTACK THIS WEDNESDAY!
TIME: 6.20- 8.30!
PLACE: FF ISLAND PLAZA
THEME: GI JOE!

BE THERE! OR BE RUN OVER BY A TANK! 8DDDD WHOOT!

apathetic

I'm so effing tired D8 I dont wanna freaking practice tomorrow... and F, I WANT A FREAKING FLIPPING LG LOLLIPOP D<

Music

I was looking at Alan's facebook pictures of his Sammi Cheng collection and it got me thinking... I dont really have a FAVORITE person in the music industry at the moment... I do have a few of which i will now state though:

All time never-gon-forget fave bands
1) BIG BANG XD
2) Panic at the disco
3) An Cafe
4) gazettE

All time fave singers
1) GACKT
2) MIYAVI
3) Basshunter

Oh god... I couldnt live without them... and music... Gah... No music= NO LESMILLSWORKOUT OMGNOEFFINGWAI TT^TT


So let us all thank GOD for music and praise the lord for...


BANDS LIKE:

BIG BANG~!


AND

PANIC AT THE DISCO *sry no mv T^T*


PEOPLE LIKE:

GACKT


AND

MIYAVI


love them. listen. obsess. fangirl.

Oh eff it all

I gave you my ALL! for nothing D8 Anyway... Its like... everyone hates my guts now... What did I do? *sigh* oh well... The saying 'love and BE loved' obviously doesnt apply here... I LOVE and be hated... so i shant love anymore... BLEAH... XP

WHAAAAAT?? HUUUUUH???

OMOHOLYCOWOMFGWTFBBQCHICKEN???? How come i dont know anything??? D8 CANNOT BELIEVE LER~! DAMN LA.... 7 months WASTED D8 OMG OMG OMG TT^TT

LMAOLOLOMGWTH?

Random pic... bored... NO INSPIRATION.... i liek mudkips saturating X3

To people who have been so awesome to me

To Hui min: Thanks for tolerating a retard lyk meh~
To Jessie: LOVE YOU MISS YOU!
To Chris: LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU~! MY SUPAJAMMER!
To Alan: XD YOU BE AWESOME! MY AWESOMEATTACKER!
To Terence: *SUPERHUG* MY DIVALICIOUSDIVAVO
To Rooney: LOVES! HUGS! XD MY CUTECOMBATTER! XDD
To Ching Ee: XDD *HUGS*
Oh god.... What would i be doing had i not know you guys???? XD *hugs self* WARM AND FUZZY FEELING~! FULL OF LOVE LOVE LOVE FOR THEM!~!

disgusting

I find it utterly disgusting. There is a subconscious part of my thats telling me that it MIGHT be jealousy, but the conscious part of my just thinks its sick. Why? Cause honestly, I dont get jealous... not THAT easily anyway... And if you wanna keep it discreet, DON'T FLAUNT IT... like... PERIOD... Its quite ridiculous actually if you think about it... and to be quite frank, Its just sick... If i have to console another friend over something so trivial and retarded, I think I might end up killing him/her. Reason simply being that he/she REFUSES to listen, REFUSES to think logically and REFUSES to be what he/she ought to be == Rant? Oh absolutely... But thats why youre here right? XD to read my rants! 我是陈淑婵~! AND I RANT! SO LIVE WITH IT 8DDDD LOL

我的淑女

*phew*

Okay, I have almost fully accepted the fact. I HAVE actually accepted it... I'm just starting to live with it...

Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust.
Everyone cries,
When they must.

Big temple dogs,
Biting and bickering.
The dimly lit candles,
Constantly flickering.

The smell of incense,
I know it well.
Since that day,
When we bid farewell.

Everything is,
Said and done.
Depressingly knowing,
It was no fun.

Believe me when I say,
There's nothing I would rather.
Other than to have back,
My beloved father.

Recovering

I'm not emo. I just miss my dad. Also, I am trying to accept the fact. So please, bear with my silence for a while. And again, thanks for all your concern, but i'm fine. If you wish to offer prayers, let them be for my late father, not me. Thank you all and i'll be back to normal in a few months. please bear with me till then

Today, about an hour ago, I lost someone very close to me.

He was always proud of me.

He was always supportive.

He would always be there for me.

He was the one who would comfort me.

He rocked me to sleep when i was merely a baby.

He would always tell me I did a good job.

He held my family together.

He backed me up.

He was always on my side.

He was my friend.

He was my family.






He was my father.


Dad, I'm sorry. I loved you. And I always will.

Organised my effed up life

Done @ gym

loser

I am in fact, a loser... I cried when my Bio tutor played a clip of Michael Jackson's Dangerous.... I cried when my friend said he is in a better place... and if i wasnt so tired, i think i would cry now too == And to all the people who only started to like Michael AFTER her died... well, fuck you... Thats right EFF you... He was the greatest performer of all time... HE was the reason for all our concerts being so totally awesome now... NO ONE could move like him... So to you people who never liked him before but are giving him attention now that hes dead, Fuck you. And to the media whose still giving him hell even when hes no longer on this earth, Fuck you too...


To Michael: Where you are now, the media cant hurt you. And for that, I only wish for your happiness... Even if it is in the afterlife.

Envy

http://davenit.deviantart.com

Envy
Definition- as an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another’s superior quality, achievement, or possession and either desires it or wishes that the other lacked it." It can also derive from a sense of low self-esteem that results from an upward social comparison threatening a person.

So where do I fit into all of this? You have what you want most. Why cant I do what I love most? Down, depressed and deprived. The 3Ds caused by envy. Me? Envious? No. It's not me. I swear. But allow me this. A way to let it out. Why me? I have nothing. Compared to you, who now has what you want. I have NOTHING. I do not possess anything that could make you envious. For whats worth, I should be the one envious of you. I am being deprived. Of what I love doing. Not deprived. REFUSED. I have to vent it out someway. If i don't, God knows how much longer I can take. If you were my friend. If you trusted me. Why envy? I have no intention of crossing the line. I have my own line to cross. I guess I expected too much. Especially when we were not as close as I thought we were. I trusted you. Why could you not do the same? Never in my life, have I felt so disturbed by something. And I listen and tolerate cause I care. And apparently, I don't think you do. So I guess I just wasted my time. Nothing you say now can take back what made me lose all respect towards what you thought was friendship.

~For those who envy, the glass is always half empty. Never half full~

And if I envy, then there will be two empty halves. Leaving a fully empty glass. And for that reason, I will NOT envy. I will NOT sin. There is still a part of me, the naive side, that still trusts you anyway.

The true divavo

Tribute

Life is spontaneous and unpredictable but one thing is certain. One day, we will die. Live life to the fullest. Make your mark on the world not by your name, but by what you've done.

25th June 2009
The world lost someone very special. He was an icon. A legend. An inspiration to many many people. He was, the King of Pop

You will never be forgotten.

We love you.



R.I.P Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

another flashback

Long ago, i had time for EVERYTHING...

Photoshop, Photography, Spray painting random stuff... going out... the list never ends... and all the little things that remind me of that time... just get me so emotional... Linkin Park, Cobra starship and especially panic at the disco... Everytime i listen to them, It feels like i've gone back into time.

To when i had fun.

NO MORE SUPERHERO SUSIAN! XD

No more... i shall make NO MORE SUPERHEROES FOR MYSELF!!! XDD I'M GETTING ALL BIG HEADED~!!! XDD But its so darn fun =/

YUNA

MY YUU-SAMA 8D

Requests?

GREAT news: James is coming back on Monday!
Good news: I'm back into my PHOTOSHOP mood...
Bad news: I have to study for my tests sooooon
Worse news: Kelvin is leaving on Monday... =(
DEVASTATING news: Michael Jackson, King of pop, has left us all this morning... A moment of silence...









As for the title of this post, i need YOUR help 8D If you have any requests... eg: headers, logos, signatures, avatars etc. dont hesitate to ask! I'm willing to take on ANY task right about now T^T

my first hero~! <3

ILOVEYOUCHRIS 8D

THE ULTIMATE SUPERALAN

After a few tries, I am glad to say, i have finally done it 8D i have made the ULTIMATE SUPERALAN~!

first, came the plain alan

Then the slightly textured/embossed alan

And now, I am happy to present to you....




dum Dum DUM~!




the ULTIMATE superalan~!
*aka the one he likes best* XD

8D And Ching Ee~! 8D SUPERchingee! XDD

understanding

Thats what its all about; understanding. and that's what we are all lacking. I don't know whats going through your head when you look at her. You don't know whats going through mine watching you ogle. And most importantly, I dont know whats going through ANYONE'S mind... not even the people I spend so much time with. Its kinda scary to find out that the person i though understood, is like everyone else; a hyppocrite. I care for I am. You THINK you care about what you're not. You know how stupid that is? Not to mention how it hurts knowing how hyppocritical you actually are? I'm not saying i refuse to talk to you. I just prefer not to confide in you anymore. But whenever you need an ear to listen or someone to back you up, I'll still be there. btw, this is NOT an emo-rant-crap-post thing... I just need to get this off my chest! XD And now I'm done~! On another note, I GOT SUPERMAN SHOES~!!! RAINBOW SUPERMAN SHOES 8DDD

MY AWESOME SUPERMEN~!

I swear to God, i dont know what in the world I would have done without my SUPERMEN~! Love them TONS 8D


and together, they are... CAT~! XDD LOL