apologies

I am so sorry. I never knew that what I thought were compliments actually hurt your self esteem. But whatever the case, I want you to know that I meant every single word I have said to you... excluding the "I dont friend you"s' and I'm also clarifying that I cannot lie to people who mean so much to me. Its kind of annoying when when I'm telling the truth, people doubt that. If you doubt my opinions, DONT ASK ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. I mean seriously. As if I have the time of day to make up some petty lies anyway... Sheesh. Man up, yo. And the saddest part (the part that really stabbed me in the eye) was that I didnt know of all this till other people told me. And for being so unbelievably dense, I'm sorry again. Anyway, tomorrows another day. Heres to hoping people open up more.

annoyed and irritated,

superSusian.

AlanDay~

AlanDay themed class was AWESOME. Officially my new hero. Honestly. And what do I do while waiting for my aunt? CAMWHORE. 8D AWESOME RIGHT? LOL!

-the end of an awesome ALANDAY-

I'm Lovin it!

ChrisDay was canceled today XD LOL! Devastated. but at the same time, not so much. Alone at home rocking out to Basshunter's 'In Her Eyes' With my Bass turned up so much you can feel the beat from the other rooms. Life if good. 8D I'm actually still so happy, I dont MIND that my printer hates me, I havent done ANYTHING productive, I dont have movie friends who WANT to watch new moon and my hair is giving me hell XDD LMAO. And good grief. Time to be a fangirl! 8D

BassHunter: GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ SO HOT LA. ISK. I wanna get a bigger stereo just to blast his songs into my ears at full volume 8D His voice! Is face! His lyrics! His sweetness! Oh good lord. I think i'm having a nosebleed ><

New Poon Moon: I anticipated the LONG ASS lines to get tickes HAHA! so i shall watch it when all the faingirls die after Rob says: Bella will you marry me? Take THAT you disgrace to fangirl-ism! ^^ I still want to watch it though... The Volturi and the Blacks. DROOLMUCH??

Last Nights movie: Awesome. Lol. 3D Isnt that bad 8D And it was a nice movie ^^ Nice movie. Great company. What more can you ask for? Lol.

Holidays: OHMAIGOSH. nothing has been done! 8D And i dont care :) I'm having an awesome holiday. I shall freak out later on. LOL.

My friends: Huimin, Lithyn, Jessie, Jooling, Hooi Ping, Seetha, Chloe, ADElyn they all so good la. But. AIH. why do some have to ruin a batch of grade A apples? =\ Oh well! ^^

Last shoutout: I LOVE MY WIFE. LOL. Shes in a band! ^^ SEXAAAY~

8D happy

Wow. I woke up today feeling super awesome. No joke. I dont know why but... it felt really good to wake up this morning. Omg. random much? Lol. Just felt like i shouting out to the world 8D

Fuck you.

Yes, I rant. Alot. About family. ALOT. And now, since it has been suggested, i shall rant here cause evil doesnt lurk on blogger. Ohboy. Where should i start.

Grandaunt: JESUS. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. YELL AT ME FOR NOT EATING. FINE. I eat an orange. THEN YOU YELL AT ME FOR EATING MY FAVOURITE FRUIT??? SENILE OR YOU JUST LIKE SPITTING IN MY FACE? THEN TELL THE MAIDS NOT TO COOK AND STARVE ME THROUGH LUNCH?? THE ONLY MEAL I EAT??? YOU MAKE AS MUCH SENSE AS MY FUCKING ARSE.

Aunt 2#: FUCK YOU. nuff said.

Random person who isnt even family that fucks up my life: WHATS YOUR PROB. GET YOUR OWN FAMILY GOD DAMNIT. WHY FUCK UP OTHERS?

Random fucker whom i hate: YEAH. I KNOW. I'm a fatass bitch. AND I'M LOVIN IT McD STYLE FUCKER.

ohyea.
i feel better.

thankfull. Yet, its not enough

These days, i've been hitting the gym everyday... How is that helping me? ITS NOT. I'm gaining so much bloody weight, its not even funny anymore. And for those of you who say "Ish~ its just muscle mass" SHUT UP LA. Muscle mass doesnt weight 11 BLOODY KILOS... WTF??? ELEVEN! I dont care. Friday, I shall push myself harder than ever before. watch out world. I'ma go into overdrive. If anyone wants to call me but cant reach my cell, Just call the gym.... Cause thats where i'ma gon live in these hols. Peace out! ><

Thanksgiving

The seniors are gone. Haha. Seems like just yesterday we were laughing it up about nigahiga and shiz... It really doesnt bother me... Only the thought of loosing 2 of them was enough to make me cry like a cow XD LMAO
Krystle Y. & Denise S. (clickable names),
You guys are the bestest! >< Already missing them just by the THOUGHT of them not being around anymore... AND KYLA BE AWESOME. I NOW HAS A MINI SUPERSUSAN!!! 8DDD MINI!!!!