Tribute

Life is spontaneous and unpredictable but one thing is certain. One day, we will die. Live life to the fullest. Make your mark on the world not by your name, but by what you've done.

25th June 2009
The world lost someone very special. He was an icon. A legend. An inspiration to many many people. He was, the King of Pop

You will never be forgotten.

We love you.



R.I.P Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

another flashback

Long ago, i had time for EVERYTHING...

Photoshop, Photography, Spray painting random stuff... going out... the list never ends... and all the little things that remind me of that time... just get me so emotional... Linkin Park, Cobra starship and especially panic at the disco... Everytime i listen to them, It feels like i've gone back into time.

To when i had fun.

NO MORE SUPERHERO SUSIAN! XD

No more... i shall make NO MORE SUPERHEROES FOR MYSELF!!! XDD I'M GETTING ALL BIG HEADED~!!! XDD But its so darn fun =/

YUNA

MY YUU-SAMA 8D

Requests?

GREAT news: James is coming back on Monday!
Good news: I'm back into my PHOTOSHOP mood...
Bad news: I have to study for my tests sooooon
Worse news: Kelvin is leaving on Monday... =(
DEVASTATING news: Michael Jackson, King of pop, has left us all this morning... A moment of silence...









As for the title of this post, i need YOUR help 8D If you have any requests... eg: headers, logos, signatures, avatars etc. dont hesitate to ask! I'm willing to take on ANY task right about now T^T

my first hero~! <3

ILOVEYOUCHRIS 8D

THE ULTIMATE SUPERALAN

After a few tries, I am glad to say, i have finally done it 8D i have made the ULTIMATE SUPERALAN~!

first, came the plain alan

Then the slightly textured/embossed alan

And now, I am happy to present to you....




dum Dum DUM~!




the ULTIMATE superalan~!
*aka the one he likes best* XD

8D And Ching Ee~! 8D SUPERchingee! XDD

understanding

Thats what its all about; understanding. and that's what we are all lacking. I don't know whats going through your head when you look at her. You don't know whats going through mine watching you ogle. And most importantly, I dont know whats going through ANYONE'S mind... not even the people I spend so much time with. Its kinda scary to find out that the person i though understood, is like everyone else; a hyppocrite. I care for I am. You THINK you care about what you're not. You know how stupid that is? Not to mention how it hurts knowing how hyppocritical you actually are? I'm not saying i refuse to talk to you. I just prefer not to confide in you anymore. But whenever you need an ear to listen or someone to back you up, I'll still be there. btw, this is NOT an emo-rant-crap-post thing... I just need to get this off my chest! XD And now I'm done~! On another note, I GOT SUPERMAN SHOES~!!! RAINBOW SUPERMAN SHOES 8DDD

MY AWESOME SUPERMEN~!

I swear to God, i dont know what in the world I would have done without my SUPERMEN~! Love them TONS 8D


and together, they are... CAT~! XDD LOL

WARM UP 8D

more pics 8D

I was going through the pictures from yesterday again... and found this one which i thought was really hot 8D So, I shall put it up 8DDD



And on another note, i LOVE Gandalf~!

wait wait... not THIS Gandalf...




THE BODYJAM ONE~! GANDALF ARCHER! >< *fangirl squeal* HES TEH AWESOMENESS 8DDD

BODYJAM 49~!

Kelvin... making a wish... HIS LAST LAUNCH IN PENANG D8 GONNA MISS HIM TONS~! TT^TT

JESSICA~! PUT UR HANDS IN THE AIR 8DDD




My FAVE pic of the tree boys MEN... blurry pic tho... XDD BUT I STILL LOVE THEM XD




Chris' COLGATE smile 8D





BEN~! 8D

Lookit Terence's face 8DDD





CHING EE SENSEI~! XD

Why do I have so many pics of the dudes? =/ XD ohwell.... not complaining! 8DD





FLY~! WHEEE~~

THE BODYJAM 49 LAUNCH TEAM 8D

From left to right: Ching Ee, Chris, Alan, Terence, Pauline
Lovethemall 8D



BONUS PICTURE!

Sorry guys, but this pic was just so cute... XD I HAD to put it up XDD

ROONEY~!!

Well yea... I'm falling more and more in love with jam 8D And honestly... I'm so grateful to Chris and Alan... Cause they taught my FIRST EVER JAM CLASS 8D LOVE YOU GUYS 8DDDD

TODAY'S THE DAY 8D

2 MORE DAYS

IQ test thing

Blah... I be bored T^T



Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation
40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84 Below average
85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129 Above average
130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175 Extraordinary genius

HEY~! I WANTED TO BE ALBERT EINSTEIN XD LOL

SATURDAY (5)

Jam... Gym... SCHOOL D8

I love jam... freaking hell.... HONESTLY.... Thank you Chris, Thank you Alan, Thank you Terence, And everyone else at gym... From the bottom of my bottomless heart... I really thank you guys! I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE 8D LOL! THIS SATURDAY! WILL BE AWESOME! 8DDD And Thanks Alan, for caring enough to do tracks with similar moves... So we wont TOTALY be lost this Saturday... YOURE SO KIND TO US XDDD *on a post- jam high* You know what? I dont even CARE that school starts tomorrow! I SHALL DO MY BEST AS A FREAKING HUMAN BEING AND LIVE WITH IT! *drowning in aura of positivity 8DDDD* love love love love right now~! And my aunts came back today 8D Welcome home 8D Oh god... Today... couldnt get any better... Unless I got a private Jam 49 session in the next half hour 8D
I notice, thats how much i love you

100 truths... FROM FACEBOOK 8D

I dont wanna do it on Facebook, so i shall do it here!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Aunt
3. Last text message: Christine
4. Last song you listened to: Toca's Miracle
5. Last time you cried: 10 minutes ago when i ruined my whole day

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope... Only been on ONE this year XD
7. Been cheated on: Yes. but not... THAT way ==
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: OHMOSTDEFINATELY
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes. 8 1/2 Glasses is my limit T^T I'm pathetic XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Red
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: ALL THE TIME!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: No.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: sadly, yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All but 5.
23. How many kids do you want?: 2?
24. Do you have any pets: Yes.
25. Do you want to change your name: Not at the moment.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Gym.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading Yaoi.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to Singapore to study art and design... *BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE FF PENANG!!!!*
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Shes behind me.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My weight.
32. What are you listening to right now : The sound of being alone. single. fat and miserable.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I cant remember 8D
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: everything. ie. LIFE.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Tan Su Sian
37. Nicknames: Susian
39. Zodiac sign: Taurus, the FAT bull-thinggi
40. Male or female?: Female.... i think...
41. Primary School?: CLS.
42. Secondary School?: CLS.
43. High school/college?: RAFFLES INSTITUTE... i hope...
44. Hair colour: Dark dark brown.
45. Long or short: Medium.
46. Height: Tall, maybe?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Its not a crush. its an OBSESSION XD
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing?
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: I want! And i have 8D
51. Righty or lefty: Right.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Tonsillectomy
53. First piercing: 9
54. First best friend: Xin Yi *moved to China and never came back D8*
55. First sport you joined: ... basketball
56. First vacation: Singapore
58. First pair of trainers: cant remember

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: FATFOOD nothing
60. Drinking: SUGAR-FILLED FAT DRINK nothing
61. I'm about to: Get fat and sleep
62. Listening to: The sound of misery and woe XDD LOL
63. Waiting on: a chair?

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: depends
65. Get Married?: Yea
66. Career?: First choice: Graphic Designer. Second: interior designer. Third: Jewelery Designer

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs... wait no... kisses? wait... I DONT KNOW??
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: one sip
78. Lost glasses/contacts: many many times
79. Sex on first date: Nope. never will.
80. Broken someone's heart: recently? Maybe? O_O
82. Been arrested: LOOOOOOLno.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes. In real life and in fiction. <-- Just like Kyla 8D
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes. Currently actually...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight : Yes.
89. Heaven: No.
90. Santa Claus: OMG SANTA no.
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes.
92. Angels: No... wait... YES 8D *points to James' 2009 Christmas balance photo*

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: The day i was introduced to food and slap myself.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i dont know really...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes. TERRIFIED.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No

The poor people i tag 8D:
1) Hui Min
2) Yuna
3) Jessie
4) Claire
5) Hooi Ping
6) Shu Wern
7) OMG TOO MANY I SHALL JUST TAG EVERYONE D<<

Hope?

Yes. Thats what i shall have 8D And now, i shall do whatever i have to to reach what i think is best for ME! No longer will I do things simply to please others. Why? Cause i'm not appreciated anyway... I try. I actually GIVE a damn. and they dont. Classmates and schoolmates mean NOTHING to me anymore. *excluding hui min, shu wern, Li thyn, Joo ling, hooi ping, Yuyu and pan man* The rest of them, mean nothing to me anymore. The people whom i thought cared about me, apparently. DONT. so honestly... i havent sweared in a LONG LONG time... but... FUCK YOU ALL... *sorry sorry sorry for the language but... this time, ITS PERSONAL* Jesus. All you effers out there, can just forget about me helping you guys out anymore cause thats all you want anyway. When you need me, you be nice to me. Other than that, I'm not even worth talking to let alone working with. Yes. I am in a really bad mood. Mother PMS-ing on me, Lee Sa PPKed me... again... And the stupid ****ing script, not written. furthermore, I might be gaining weight. Brother is a retard. The world is caving in on me. And i am VERY stubborn. That is why, i SHANT lose hope.

BTWs
Rooney, SMILE!
Alan, stop talking! ur throat sounds... painful! D8
Hui Min and Yuna, THANKS!
Leesa, Ihateyou.
Fish, EFF OFF.
Brandon, YOURE AMAZING!
Susian, GET A LIFE, BITCH!
iloveyou.andyouwillneverknow.

Attention bloggers

UPDATE YOUR BLOGS! I HAVE NOTHING TO READ IN MY SPARE TIME! XDD C'MOOOOON~!

Tagged by my fave gym buddeh from school 8D

tags.are.stupid ^^

Rules:
1.Type your answer in a straight forward way
2.Do not write answer like : dunno,depends,guess,skip,both,???
3.Only lovable people will be tagged. Appreciate it!
4.Now you can start.
5.Start la!!

-yes or no-

*eat the outer layer of the bread first
yes

*once you hate..forever you will
no

*talk to yourself
yes

*dance with your teddy bear
yes. sadly. eye of the tiger. bodyjam style.

*prefer your teddy bear than your friend
no. i love my friends... sorry Yatsu T^T

*prefer summer than winter

i like winter better. i can warm myself up at gym 8D.
*prefer evening than night
no

*prefer mum than dad
NO

*pray before you sleep
no

*smile when you wake up
yes. unless its a schooling tuesday... cause that means... I MISS CHRIS DAY AND GYM ALL TOGETHER DD<

*greet your family members in the morning
no. honestly. only in Singapore.

*smile to your schoolmates when you reach school
If i love them. i will

-Answer with your heart-

*what will you do if a pregnant women vomited on your favourite outfit?
honestly? ask if she were okay. Help her get to a doctor. then, run to a washroom and freak out!

*which is more disgusting?
eating your own vomit
or
drinking the drain water
drain water all the way.

*who is the last one you talked on phone?
Hui min's maid *huimin wasnt in*

*state your relationship with that person
... i seriously can answer this question... sorry... i dont know really...

*What will you react when someone scold you in bad word?
laugh. loud and obnoxiously. in their face.

*state 7 people who love you and you love them too
1. My aunts
2. My dad
3. friendsandfamily
4.MY YU-SAMA! XDD
5. CHRIS?!
6. TERENCE!
7. ALAN??

*what is in your mind now?
Jam

*what do you think about the person who tag you?
Tall. very. VERY. Tall and slim ==

*will you cry if you are ask to?
no. thats kinda... stupid

*are you emo?
yes

*are you bored now?
YES

*use one word to describe yourself
GYM DD<

*use one word to describe the person who tag you
TALLANDTHIN! *thats... kind of one word right? XDD*

*now tag at least 5 people
1. My Yu-sama
2. Huimin
3. Jessica
4. Krystle
5. Hooi Ping