Give up?

I think i should just give up. If i dont exercise, I wont eat. If i DO eat, It'll all come back out again anyway... So i'm just gonna quit eating... I know now that i can never have what i want. I shall never be skinny. I shall never improve. I will just be stuck here, in this shithole you people call life. You think YOU'VE had it bad? PUH-LEASE. All you fatt heads out there who say "oh, I'm fat and gotta loose weight" Then take a bite out of your double-decker cheese burger with mayonaise, Just go eat my shit. And to all you people who say i AM loosing weight, HAH. I'm not. Quite the contrary actually. I'm packing on the pounds. And to those who say "HEY! It was easy for you! 7 months 42 kg! Sure you can do another 20!"... YOU HAVE NO IDEA how i lost that weight... Diet and exercise? Didnt really help me like it does normal people. How DID i do it? Heres how: Eat a salad, puke it out. Then, go to gym. Come home, Have an apple and some soup. Then do some stommach crunches. Then try to puke again. Sounds easy? HAH. Oh god... How i wish i were dead... Negative? Yea i know. But hey, thats life. Dont like it? Just leave la... No ones forcing you to stay here anyway.