Please. Just. Let me do this...

I know how i'm loosing weight isnt healthy... puking and not eating and exercising loads... not good... i know... I of all people know that... but its just something i HAVE to do... so please... just drop it... And to those who think "oh... shes still fat anyway...". BULLSHIT... you think i dont know that? I'm trying my best okay? so please, just drop it...