Disorders

Damn. I'm sorry. To all of you out there who are blessed with the displeasure of calling me your friend. I know I have horrid habits and numerous disorders and you people have all the right to dismiss me as a friend or even an acquaintance. I dont mind, really. I'm easily irritable, I have OCD, I have mild ADD, I suffer from depression, I'm suicidal and I'm ridiculously emotional. So to all whom I have been calling friends up till now, please, dismiss me. I do not wish to put you all through the strain, stress and downright bullshit of my actions and behaviour.

Thank you.

I ADMIT.

Yes. Good grief. I admit that i might have an infatuation. drop it already. D=

Hello~

So~ Chinese New Year/ Valentines Day 2010 is finally over. Thank GOODNESS. It was kinda shitty. But who cares, eh? Not like it was any different from last year's =L Anyway, my blog is practically dead. Why? Cause i dont really have much to say anymore. Its like... practically the same routine everyday? lol. So thats about it. I'm so tempted to delete this blog... but I enjoy reading and laughing at my older posts. haha. So i shant.



Cheers,

Update.

okay. So recap on my life. Its fucked up. The end. LOL. No no. Really. Mrs. Lee Chooi Sian is a fucked up piece of vaginaless SHIT. Fuck you, your mother, your father, your husband and your cat. Apart from that, I really fear that i might either grow up old and alone with 27 cats or a lesbian... cause no matter how 'heong' my workout is, I'll always just be a fat, disgusting, deteriorating organic manifestation. So there. next. I dont fell the urge to study. i mean like... AT ALL. AND all i wanna do all day is lepak. fml. I'm seriously worried that i'll start last minute again... D8 And retainers? SHIT LA. So bloody uncomfortable. rant rant rant rant. whine whine whine whine. blah blah blah. ah. Time for yaoi. =D all is good again

Mass gathering.

Photos NOT edited yet!

[More will be up soon. If i'm not lazy]




(taken with Bern Goh's camera)

A piece after a long time =)

After a LOOONG time, I have finally done something. Quite proud of it too! ^^ Thanks for being pretty, Joo Ling!

back from Singapore.

Oh man. Dead broke now. But thanks to the madly awesome niceness of my aunts and uncle, I'm not bankrupt... 8D I took like what... few pics only.... Mostly of the AQUARIUM~~~ 8D I'll upload more pictures when i have the time/ feel like it. So here. For the time being, enjoy the fish 8D

Before I got my hair done by Vin. AWESOME STYLIST. LARVE HIM <3

AT SENTOSA, SINGAPORE.

Me. Very happy about getting to go to an aquarium ^^

Myself. MyCousin. And a random crab.

Pictures I took of fish~ 8D

I'm so lazy to post crazy-assed long posts... So I shall just post the other pics up some other time! lol. AND THE LUGE. MAD FUN. GO RIDE. 8DDD FWOSH~

apologies

I am so sorry. I never knew that what I thought were compliments actually hurt your self esteem. But whatever the case, I want you to know that I meant every single word I have said to you... excluding the "I dont friend you"s' and I'm also clarifying that I cannot lie to people who mean so much to me. Its kind of annoying when when I'm telling the truth, people doubt that. If you doubt my opinions, DONT ASK ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. I mean seriously. As if I have the time of day to make up some petty lies anyway... Sheesh. Man up, yo. And the saddest part (the part that really stabbed me in the eye) was that I didnt know of all this till other people told me. And for being so unbelievably dense, I'm sorry again. Anyway, tomorrows another day. Heres to hoping people open up more.

annoyed and irritated,

superSusian.

AlanDay~

AlanDay themed class was AWESOME. Officially my new hero. Honestly. And what do I do while waiting for my aunt? CAMWHORE. 8D AWESOME RIGHT? LOL!

-the end of an awesome ALANDAY-

I'm Lovin it!

ChrisDay was canceled today XD LOL! Devastated. but at the same time, not so much. Alone at home rocking out to Basshunter's 'In Her Eyes' With my Bass turned up so much you can feel the beat from the other rooms. Life if good. 8D I'm actually still so happy, I dont MIND that my printer hates me, I havent done ANYTHING productive, I dont have movie friends who WANT to watch new moon and my hair is giving me hell XDD LMAO. And good grief. Time to be a fangirl! 8D

BassHunter: GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ SO HOT LA. ISK. I wanna get a bigger stereo just to blast his songs into my ears at full volume 8D His voice! Is face! His lyrics! His sweetness! Oh good lord. I think i'm having a nosebleed ><

New Poon Moon: I anticipated the LONG ASS lines to get tickes HAHA! so i shall watch it when all the faingirls die after Rob says: Bella will you marry me? Take THAT you disgrace to fangirl-ism! ^^ I still want to watch it though... The Volturi and the Blacks. DROOLMUCH??

Last Nights movie: Awesome. Lol. 3D Isnt that bad 8D And it was a nice movie ^^ Nice movie. Great company. What more can you ask for? Lol.

Holidays: OHMAIGOSH. nothing has been done! 8D And i dont care :) I'm having an awesome holiday. I shall freak out later on. LOL.

My friends: Huimin, Lithyn, Jessie, Jooling, Hooi Ping, Seetha, Chloe, ADElyn they all so good la. But. AIH. why do some have to ruin a batch of grade A apples? =\ Oh well! ^^

Last shoutout: I LOVE MY WIFE. LOL. Shes in a band! ^^ SEXAAAY~

8D happy

Wow. I woke up today feeling super awesome. No joke. I dont know why but... it felt really good to wake up this morning. Omg. random much? Lol. Just felt like i shouting out to the world 8D

Fuck you.

Yes, I rant. Alot. About family. ALOT. And now, since it has been suggested, i shall rant here cause evil doesnt lurk on blogger. Ohboy. Where should i start.

Grandaunt: JESUS. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. YELL AT ME FOR NOT EATING. FINE. I eat an orange. THEN YOU YELL AT ME FOR EATING MY FAVOURITE FRUIT??? SENILE OR YOU JUST LIKE SPITTING IN MY FACE? THEN TELL THE MAIDS NOT TO COOK AND STARVE ME THROUGH LUNCH?? THE ONLY MEAL I EAT??? YOU MAKE AS MUCH SENSE AS MY FUCKING ARSE.

Aunt 2#: FUCK YOU. nuff said.

Random person who isnt even family that fucks up my life: WHATS YOUR PROB. GET YOUR OWN FAMILY GOD DAMNIT. WHY FUCK UP OTHERS?

Random fucker whom i hate: YEAH. I KNOW. I'm a fatass bitch. AND I'M LOVIN IT McD STYLE FUCKER.

ohyea.
i feel better.

thankfull. Yet, its not enough

These days, i've been hitting the gym everyday... How is that helping me? ITS NOT. I'm gaining so much bloody weight, its not even funny anymore. And for those of you who say "Ish~ its just muscle mass" SHUT UP LA. Muscle mass doesnt weight 11 BLOODY KILOS... WTF??? ELEVEN! I dont care. Friday, I shall push myself harder than ever before. watch out world. I'ma go into overdrive. If anyone wants to call me but cant reach my cell, Just call the gym.... Cause thats where i'ma gon live in these hols. Peace out! ><

Thanksgiving

The seniors are gone. Haha. Seems like just yesterday we were laughing it up about nigahiga and shiz... It really doesnt bother me... Only the thought of loosing 2 of them was enough to make me cry like a cow XD LMAO
Krystle Y. & Denise S. (clickable names),
You guys are the bestest! >< Already missing them just by the THOUGHT of them not being around anymore... AND KYLA BE AWESOME. I NOW HAS A MINI SUPERSUSAN!!! 8DDD MINI!!!!

Today was the awesomeness!

TODAY WAS AMAZING. contrary to last night, today was a bright new day. Bernice is awesome. My team mates are awesome! Treasure Hunting is... AWESOME! XD Got the best workout in school today! And thanks to the awesome effort from my team mates (Hooi Ping, Bernice, Vivian and Chandreena) we came in 1st for the treasure hunt!! XD WE ROCK! And we distributed ice-cream! (thanks to Li Thyn) it was SUPERfun! XD Thanks for making my day so awesome guys! <3



(all names are clickable)